Workout day 1 & 2

Welp I know I said I was going to start working out on Friday but instead I ate chinesse.
But Saturday I did go on my walk and I did it with the bff so it was fun. I'm truely going to try to do this.
Today I'm going to the families for a party so I'll be active there.

Let's see how this is going to work out :/

Start of the motivational challenge.

Ok So I have like zero motivation when it comes to working out. I look in the mirrow and don't like the stomach I seee sticking out but I still seem to not be able to workout.

So here's the plan. Starting today I'm going to start walking with my dog aroung the neighborhood everynight and then three nights a week I will Zumba on the XBox.

Everyday I will blog about it and be honest! That way when I skip a day I will feel like a fatty fat bc it's out there for all the internet to see that I'm lazy.

To start today I measured my tummy at it's widest part and it is 83 cm.

Now at the end of the month I'll measure again and we will see how far I've come!!!

(Picture to come)

Photo Challenge Day 15

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die-

I don't have a picture of what I want to do before I die because it's not a specific thing.
All I want is to be happy. I want to be able to provide for my family and not face the hardships that alot of people in my family have had to face (debit, addiction, abuse, etc.). I JUST WANT HAPPINESS.

Photo challenge Day 14

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without-

I know I'm corny and I use him as alot of my stuff but I couldn't live without Eric. Literally I've tried to do it and that was the worst 2 months. I didn't know who I was or what I was doing. I'm literally lost without him.

Seriously?

Plannings going pretty well. I've got my ideas and know what I want to do about the main things. My dress is ordered and should arrive about the middle of May. I'm working on getting my bridesmaid dresses ordered. The flowers are in. I have my diamond confetti. And a list of all the other thins that need to be ordered.

And with all this order in my life, why do I suddenly feel like I'm going to be sick? I have it all planned. Everything is figured out. But for some reason I'm stressing. I don't know. Maybe it's the fact that I'm getting married at 21. Maybe it's the fact that we don't have as much money as we thought. Whatever it is I don't like it.

I feel like I could scream. The only thing me and the fiancee aren't paying for ourselves is the venue. Come October my dad and his dad each need about $3,500. That's not so bad. That's actually cheap considering we're paying for EVERYTHING else. In fact he's been telling me for months that he'll have it, it's no problem. But when it's been awhile since we've seen any help or money so I called him to make sure that everything is ok and in October he'll have the final payment (needed before we can get married!). And what does he tell..... HE DOESN'T THINK HE CAN SAVE THAT MUCH BY THEN!!!!!!!!!!!

Ummm excuse me? You've been telling me for months that I don't have to worry and then all of a sudden you tell me YOU WON'T HAVE IT!!!! I love my father. He's my best Friend. But I'm NOT happy with this!

This is the one thing in my life that he is SUPPOSED TO PAY FOR! And he;s not even doing it! I understand times are tough but come on. Me and Eric are 21, own our house (paid for!), and we're now paying for a wedding BY OURSELVES!!!!

Granted in future in-laws are helping out. and gladly paying for their half but COME ON! It's not fair! My older brother got a wedding paid for and his marriage only lasted 5 years!

I hate my life.

Photo Challenge Day 13

Sadly this photo challenge is the only thing that keeps me blogging everyday :(

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist-

I know I'm a dork but I LOVE Taylor Swift. Pretty much any song she does I fall in love with. It's like she reads the story of my life lol

What a Weekend / photo challenge day 12

WHAT A WEEKEND!!! I worked Saturday morning but that's not so bad since I'm off by 1. But then Saturday night I hung out with my cousins (One turned 19 on Friday) then some of my friends came over to watch a movie. There (of course) was some of my fiance's family drama (love him but his sister is horrible) so he left half way through the movie, but what ever. Then Sunday was spent relaxing and watching movies :) We had some old friends we hadn't seen in awhile come over and hangout and it was a very relaxing and chill. All in all it wasn't bad but (like always) it was never boring :)


Day 12 - A picture of something you love-

                                       What can I say, I can't get enough!

The weekend / Photo Challenge Days 9, 10, & 11

 Welp this weekend was a weekend filled with friends and fun. It was my cuz's 19th birthday on Friday so yesterday we hungout and watched 'Burlesque' and ate pie :) Then I hungout with the best friends and the hubby. Now it's time to relax. All in all it was a good weekend :)



Welp I know I've been slacking but lets get caught up....

Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most-

Jason and I have been bestfriends since about 8th grade. He's been there through boyfreinds and break-ups, my car accident (he was the one to wake me up from a coma). We have alot of past. Alot of things have happened and our relationship isn't the same. But he's the one person that's always been there and continues to be.

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with-

Kristina is my bestfriend and my MOH. We're fun and crazy together and not always the smartest. We definitely do some pretty stupid things lol

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate-

I don't care how little they are but I HATE spiders!!!! They creep me out and if I see one it definitely makes me freak out!!!! EWWWWW

Photo Challenge Days 7 & 8

 And as we come to the end of another day with a headache we will just continue with the photo challenge....

Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item

 I guess I'd have to say my car. It was the my first big girl purchase. I bought it all by myself and love it!! Sometimes I say I want another car, but in the end I won't get ride of it. My car was the marker of me growing up and not depending on my daddy :)




Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh

 

 Most pictures of me and my fiancee make me laugh...

 We can just never be serious for some reason....

 But thats one of the reasons I love him...

 

He's the one person I can be myself around and not have to worry about how I look <3

     Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly!!!

Photo Challenge Day 6

Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day
                                                My puppy dog Onyx

First of all Onyx is the biggest baby in the world but can get away with it because he's a dog. Second, HE'S SOOO LAZY! All he does all day is sleep and eat. I wish I could be him for a day.