Is it normal to be this relaxed? I was like freaking out about the wedding like a month or so ago but now I'm relaxed and going with the flow.
When we first got engaged i was soooo stressed out. Mainly because nothing was happening. We werent planning (well I was), We weren't takeing engagement pics, We weren't booking things, WE WEREN'T DOING ANYTHING! And it was freaking me out because I didn't think we would have enough time (13 months lol)
But now we have the venue and photographer both booked. Our friend who's a DJ is doing that for us (doesn't need to be booked that far in advance). I'm starting to shop and get the decorations. And the save-the-dates are out and I'm starting on the invites. All and all everything is pulling together and I'm relaxed (not a normal for me)..
And here's the funny part... As relaxed as I am. I'M GAINING WEIGHT! How does this happen? I'm not eating as much. I'm not stressed and yet I'm still gaining weight! I guess I need to actually get off my butt and work out (I'm not into moving after work). But how much weight I'm gaining in such a short period of time is whats getting to me. I don't use a scale (don't believe in them) but in the past month-month and a half, my pants have gotten sooo tight it's rediculous. Pants I bought two months ago and were so loose on me they were falling off my butt, are now tight and I can barely button. WTF makeing me mad :(

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